unico_love: Snow White (innocence unicorn)
Today has been a pretty good day. I received a very sweet message from a friend, received my final two bras in the mail.Bra TMI Again )

Michael and I watched the first hour of The Lord of the Rings final movie. I don't have much attention span for movies or television so we're breaking it up into four parts instead of just two. I read more of the Philip K Dick Exegesis book and checked out two more books from the library on the topic of obsessive love (I've read the books before, but don't clearly remember them).

I had to take a Klonopin around 5pm due to anxiety, but at least it's only been 2mg the past two times. It's really helping... My brother brought me home a giant hamburger with pesto sauce, green peppers, and tomato, but I'm too full to eat most of it:( I will eat most of it tomorrow. My mother also bought me a cherry Arctic Rush from Dairy Queen. My mother had to go to Dairy Queen to get her boyfriend Dilly bars because he feels really sick and is craving them. I hope he feels better soon...

I will probably try to go to bed early tonight so I don't wake up so late tomorrow.
unico_love: (red rose girl)
1. Klonopin/clonazepam (as much as I hate to admit it...
2. Watching more Project A-Ko with Michael
3. Having a good time at church with friends
4. My headache going away
5. Finding a 28DD bra (of the exact same one I just bought that was too small in a 28D) for $15 including shipping from UK (these are bras that usually cost around $60). I shouldn't have spent the money, but I was really obsessing over this issue because it's a t-shirt bra with no lines and I would get a lot of use out of it. I just have to remember I'm a 28D in Freya, but a 28DD in Panache. (And again, no, I am not busty). And I bought the last 28DD bra in this style, too!
unico_love: (Snow White)
Today has been a good day and for that I am grateful. Michael and I woke up a bit late. My mother apparently textmessaged me about her dog, whom she was supposed to drop off for me to take care of and then take back to her house before we went to the UU church for our "Spirit in Practice" class. Well, fussy Rasputin didn't want to come over. She was texting me to take him out to pee before the church. I texted her back that I was "in a meeting." O_o Okay... I have no recollection of doing this and have never really been "in a meeting." So it must have been related to a dream I was having... So, sleepwalking, sleep-eating, sleep-talking, now sleep-texting. Unfortunately I did not take the poor dog out to pee:( I'd assumed my mother took him to work with her, which is allowed where she went today:( Oh well, he was okay.

Church was fun! We made lists of what we thought prayer were and what we thought meditation were and how we thought they were similar and different. Then we did a quiet meditation and then an eating meditation (a tangerine). We did a hymn and a reading. We did a couple of worksheet/readings, too, and were given Unitarian Universalist prayer beads. After the church thing we bought cheap cocounut hair conditioner and I read The Great Divorce by C.S. Lewis.

I bid on ebay>_>. I allowed my auctions to all end with me losing except the one that was the sweater that reminded me of Mary Margaret Blanchard from Once Upon a Time. I followed Michael's advice and bid my max bid at the end of the auction. I tend to be very impatient and lose the auctions at just a dollar to two above the maximum I'm willing to pay! Very frustrating! I also put in a higher max bid for the mint Anthropologie floral top I love so much that I posted a picture of in here. It will end tomorrow during the day when I will probably be busy, so I just put in the bid and got it over with. The last one ended this morning just $2 past my max bid-_- I should have just paid more. It wasn't worth the hassle... I could have saved elsewhere. If I don't win this auction hopefully there are yet more tops.

Amber (surprisingly) left me an ebay message so I called her, but she was eating. She said she'd call back later tonight, but I want to go to bed early so I will probably call her soon.

My uncle just adopted an eight year old rescue Silk Terrier who is not house broken. His name was Binky (really??) and my uncle re-named him Ernie, after Earnest Hemingway.
unico_love: (sailor moon beauty)
I'm not posting this in my anorexia filter (which I use for anything weight/body image related) because I'm not going to post my actual weight and I think it could be positive for some people to read. I will put some of it behind a cut, though. I have a doctor's appointment Monday and I was not going to allow my doctor to weigh me. I know I weigh more than I would like to weigh, but I don't know the actual number. I'm afraid I have gained like 20lbs despite, if anything, undereating, and that would really upset me. I am truly afraid of that -- not that I've slacked off and been overeating and probably, realistically, gained about 5lbs. If I have gained a lot of weight, I've realized, it would be good for me to be weighed and discuss it with my doctor and how it makes no sense. My doctor would probably want to run tests on me and have me see a specialist. And I would want to do that since I don't want to keep gaining nonsensical weight. So, as hard as it is, I will let my doctor weigh me.

Also my Jason Wu skirt came in today! It fits, which I was so worried about! And I probably haven't gained weight!
Cut for size mention )
unico_love: (sailor moon beauty)
I'm still in my pajamas. Pink cherry blossom patterned pajamas from Victoria's Secret. The pants are loose and a little short (they are supposed to be). The top has a racerback. I have a light pink zip up sweater over the top with "San Francisco" written across it. I'm wearing pink slipper socks Amber gave me years ago for Christmas/my birthday.

365 Day Meme )
unico_love: (Strange Beauty)
The heels I ordered just yesterday arrived today. They are uncomfortable! At first I thought maybe they were too small, but my feet slip out of the backs quite easily, so my mother thinks a larger size would probably just make them slip out more -- not ease the discomfort on the front of my feet. It's true the heels are very high (more than I'm used to) and very thin (the heels I've always worn had chunky heels). There is a slight platform to the shoe, but it's not enough to make them comfortable. Hopefully I will get used to them.
unico_love: (childlike empress)
I just got a new sweater and jeans in the mail yesterday and I am wearing them today. The sweater stretches a bit and is a bit see-through, so I'm wearing a thin tank top underneath it. Also the jeans are dark blue -- not black -- but it's hard to tell in this lighting.

Pictures of Me in my New Clothes )
unico_love: (Amalthea)
I'm stressed out over something really stupid. I lose things all the time and I seem to have lost the skirt that goes to my Lolita outfit that I wore to the anime convention (and planned on wearing it to next May's anime convention). I gave both the skirt and the dress to Michael to dry clean. He claims he dry-cleaned the skirt along with another skirt, thinking it wasn't connected to the dress. I have the other skirt in my closet and Michael claims he gave me both skirts at the same time. I can't find the skirt anywhere. He also had my dress for a very long time, but then I found out I could wash it in the washing machine -- I just couldn't dry it in the dryer. So I dug out the dress and washed it, finally realizing I didn't have my skirt. Michael can't find the skirt at his house and I can't find the skirt at my house. I'm really obsessing over this and upset. Michael doesn't think I should worry until he's had a chance to search my house for it, since I often lose things. I cleared out a few things from my closet that don't fit or are worn. I still have tons of clothes, though... I really hope the skirt turns up. I was freaking out so much I needed to take Klonopin. I'm still very tense and upset. The dress was kind of expensive, but not super expensive, and it is replaceable. I shouldn't get this worried. And if the skirt doesn't show up I'd probably be better off buying a different style of dress just in case the skirt shows up someday, and then I'd have two Lolita dresses instead of just one. I'm planning on dressing up in Renaissance clothing for Halloween, so I don't need the skirt soon... I just hate losing things! And I don't want to waste money. I only wore that dress/skirt once.
unico_love: (childlike empress)
These pictures are from Kuiper's Family Farm where they had many animals. The building is white. The apple orchard building is green. The people in these pictures are just me and Michael:-) Some pictures are from Halloween (where we are in costume).

Tons of Pictures )
unico_love: (crystal ball)
I'm debating whether or not to go to the Bristol Renaissance Faire this year... I might bring it up to my mother and only go if she and her boyfriend (who really enjoyed it last year) want to go. I could save a little bit of money by not going, though on the other hand I'd like to wear my special renaissance faire clothing... I don't intend to buy much, if anything, there to try and save. It would be a fun trip. I will have to see about it... We can always go next year. We missed the county fair this year, too:( That brings back good childhood memories...

I'm also debating buying a corset (the kind you can also just wear as a top/not overly provocative). It might be best to try it on in the store first, but I don't like the idea of a stranger lacing me up... We'll see how brave I am.
unico_love: (childlike empress)
Michael and I are looking into going to the Joffrey Ballet in Chicago to see "The Nutcracker." I love that ballet! I have a dress I want to wear to it, too, but I need it altered. It's the pale pink dress I was going to wear to Amber's wedding (I don't think I've shown a picture. I might alter the dress soon. I think my weight is pretty stabilized so it seems like a safe time to have the dress altered. We have to discuss possible transportation with my mother, though. It will be expensive in total, but worth it:-)

New Shirt

Aug. 18th, 2008 03:02 pm
unico_love: (Default)
On the more positive side of things, a friend bought me this really wonderful shirt I really wanted:-)

http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?listing_id=13720529
unico_love: (childlike empress)
Today I went with my boyfriend, my mother, and my mother's boyfriend to the Bristol Renaissance Faire. We had a lot of fun! It's a huge place. I bought a couple small things and my mother bought my a flower garland for my head. I had raspberry gellato and spilled all over myself:-( This time I wore a blue skirt with my corset instead of my black skirt and I think it gives it more of a fantasy look, especially with the garland. We intend to go next year. The clothes were really expensive, though there was a dress I really liked. Overall I liked my corset better than most being sold, and it seems to be made of sturdier material.

Renaissance Faire Pictures )
unico_love: (Delight)
A friend of mine bought me another corset, this time longer and with boning. I really like it and will probably wear it to the Renaissance Faire:-)

Pictures )
unico_love: (strange beauty)
Me in my Chinese dress:-)
Pictures )
unico_love: (strange beauty)
Today at tutoring, the girl I tutor gave me an authentic Burmese shirt called a "Kur-aye" (no idea on the spelling). It's in red and I love red clothing:-)

Pictures )
unico_love: (waterhouse nymph)
I already got my custom-made corset in the mail today! It is one that's of soft material and no real boning. It's short at the waist and rather fairy tale like. I made the mistake of estimating up my measurements, so it's a little loose, but comfortable. It goes well with my black flowing skirt. I just need to figure out what shoes to wear with it. Someday I might get more of a real corset with the boning and more length to it (if I can find one small enough/custom-made small enough), but they are so expensive. Someday maybe... I will take pictures of me wearing my Renaissance outfit later on. This means I can make the Renaissance Faire! I just have to convince my mother to go with...

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