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My brother is out of jail now. He was on suicide watch for almost the last week, but not because he was a suicidal, just because he was being a jack ass (long story).
I had my last art class tonight. I need to edit something on my painting which should be easy. I'm a bit frustrated I even made that mistake in the first place, though (a small shadow I made on a piece of cloth is way too dark). The teacher wants me to enter their gallery shows, but I didn't before because it was "highly recommended" that everyone putting art in the shows volunteer. I tried volunteering one time doing desk work (what they always need help with) and I freaked out. My teacher said virtually no one volunteers who shows their art and I should ignore them-_- That idea made me feel so incredibly guilty before. Maybe I could volunteer in some other way somehow...
I'm too tired to write more. I want to go fix my painting before it eats away at me. I left one of my paintings there so I better go get it in the next few days before I just forget about it completely. It was just one of my in-class still life studies, so nothing I'm strongly attached to (not that I get attached to my art really in the first place...)
I had my last art class tonight. I need to edit something on my painting which should be easy. I'm a bit frustrated I even made that mistake in the first place, though (a small shadow I made on a piece of cloth is way too dark). The teacher wants me to enter their gallery shows, but I didn't before because it was "highly recommended" that everyone putting art in the shows volunteer. I tried volunteering one time doing desk work (what they always need help with) and I freaked out. My teacher said virtually no one volunteers who shows their art and I should ignore them-_- That idea made me feel so incredibly guilty before. Maybe I could volunteer in some other way somehow...
I'm too tired to write more. I want to go fix my painting before it eats away at me. I left one of my paintings there so I better go get it in the next few days before I just forget about it completely. It was just one of my in-class still life studies, so nothing I'm strongly attached to (not that I get attached to my art really in the first place...)
