Wish Bear

I'm in a very nostalgic mood today (though I am most days). I watched some My Little Pony commercials and songs on youtube today and watched some episodes on one of my dvd's. Then I decided to watch the first Care Bears movie, which I'm watching now. It reminded me of the Care Bears I had that my father gave away without my permission. And then I thought of the giant Wish Bear my mother gave me on my 20th birthday. I was very depressed/entering a mixed episode then and my mother gave it to me with a note that she wished for me to feel better. My mother can be so nice to me... I have Wish Bear next to me right now and have been hugging her. My favorite Care Bear is probably Swiftheart Rabbit, one of the Care Bears my father gave away. Michael gave me his Swiftheart Rabbit, though. And I bought a small Swiftheart when the Care Bears anniversary was going on a few years ago.

Not Feeling Well, May Miss Starved Rock

My mother thought that I would start to feel better really quick after the hospital, but I still feel quite sick. It's worse at night, but I'm feeling worse today than I felt yesterday. Maybe I will try to exercise a bit... I'm trying to eat as normally as possible and I'm taking laxatives (as all 3 doctors wanted me to do), but I'm still constipated. I feel really guilty, but I don't know if I will be well enough to go to Starved Rock (a state park) or the cat show that's at Starved Rock tomorrow. It's a long drive and Michael doesn't have air-conditioning in his car yet. The exercise would be good for me, but I already get motion sickness... I really don't want to go. I wish we didn't buy tickets to the cat show. It's a show of cats playing music and doing acrobatic tricks. They are located mainly in Chicago, though, so hopefully if we miss tomorrow we can go another time at a different location. We can go to Starved Rock anytime, too, the only reason tomorrow we "had" to go is because that's when we bought tickets to see the cats. I hope Michael doesn't get too mad at me:( I just really don't feel well. If I feel excellent tomorrow maybe I will go.

5 Gratitudes

1. Watched more Bottle Fairy
2. Ate egg rolls!
3. Stomachache improved with more Ibuprofen and I've been feeling pretty well this evening
4. My mother buying me lots of groceries (mostly very healthy, aside from the ice cream)
5. Watching old cartoons on youtube and dvd