unico_love | Many Random Things (Reply)

I'm feeling in a little cheerier mood right now. I don't really know why. My nose is still runny and my eyelids are puffy and red so I still feel gross. I'm going to try reading in a minute. I lost my place in my book so I have to go search for where I was. Right now I'm not really having obsessive thoughts besides the nostalgia, and it feels like a more positive nostalgia right now. I'm going to try hard to focus on the present and enjoying the present. Last night I was actually able to sleep without pain or feeling like I was going to vomit. I'm going to the bathroom again (though I did take Miralax again yesterday morning...) Hopefully all will stay improved now. I forgot to add to my gratitudes last night the "Get Well" card my friend Maria sent me. I have great friends... I'd like to make an appointment for an eye exam and more contacts, but I don't know how much it will cost and I likely have a bunch of medical bills that will come in. That probably won't be for a little while, though, so maybe I can even have that appointment later this month. I miss wearing contacts... I don't like myself in glasses. I'm glad my mother is returning today. Maybe one night while Michael is gone I will spend the night at my mother's house or my mother's boyfriend's house. It tends to soothe me and feels very relaxing. After Michael leaves I'm going to put on My Little Pony and Care Bears. I also need to watch a lot more of Gargoyles on youtube.