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I'm still sleeping a ton. It's ridiculous. I took an extra Klonopin last night and it helped me to feel at peace again. Though I had a weird, intense dream.
This group of weird individuals wanted me to be a part of their family, and somehow they thought they could do this by giving me something to make me unconscious and then a couple of the family members had sex with me. I didn't think of it as rape until quite awhile after it happened and I was awake and fending off several females that wanted me in their "family." I ended up going to court, I think, claiming I was raped by them and was now being held captive and I wanted to escape. I think I did eventually.
I think my eyesight is getting worse. That's terrible:-( Glasses are so expensive for me... My eyes stopped worsening with contacts, but I've been using glasses lately and I think my sight is worsening again (I was recommended to wear contacts to stop my eye changes, which they did, but I also needed eye surgery due to scarring from (soft) contacts. I also sometimes have sensitive teeth, so I really hope I don't have cavities. Maybe I will eventually switch to a dental school due to the expensive. I just worry about them messing up the numbing of my mouth.
This group of weird individuals wanted me to be a part of their family, and somehow they thought they could do this by giving me something to make me unconscious and then a couple of the family members had sex with me. I didn't think of it as rape until quite awhile after it happened and I was awake and fending off several females that wanted me in their "family." I ended up going to court, I think, claiming I was raped by them and was now being held captive and I wanted to escape. I think I did eventually.
I think my eyesight is getting worse. That's terrible:-( Glasses are so expensive for me... My eyes stopped worsening with contacts, but I've been using glasses lately and I think my sight is worsening again (I was recommended to wear contacts to stop my eye changes, which they did, but I also needed eye surgery due to scarring from (soft) contacts. I also sometimes have sensitive teeth, so I really hope I don't have cavities. Maybe I will eventually switch to a dental school due to the expensive. I just worry about them messing up the numbing of my mouth.
