Note on Last Night and Survey

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I'm feeling less suicidal now. I just feel rather drained and distant. I'm going to try and read today. Thanks for the kind comments everyone:) And everyone who reads this who is severely depressed, I really, really hope that you start feeling better soon because it's an awful, awful feeling that interfers with every aspect of your life and it's not fair that you have to feel like that:( I'm hoping my depression is over and that what I've been feeling is just the Effexor messing with my brain.

Taken from radiatorcliffs and _rebecca
01. I have a cell phone.
02. I'm obsessed with new things.
03. I'm the youngest child. (Not technically, but I've always been treated as the younger one).
04. I am a shopoholic.
05. I have my ears gaged.(If by "gaged" you mean "pierced...")
06. I wear black eyeliner (I wear brown)
07. I love stawberry daquiries. (I don't drink alcohol)
08. I love the weekends.
09. I can't live without lipgloss. (I like it... but I don't need it O.o)
10. I can't live without music. (Well, I could, but it would not be as much fun).
11. I lived in Tahoe.
12. I spend money I have.
13. I'll be in college for over 4 years. (Possibly...)
14. I love designer handbags.
15. I get annoyed easily. (Depends on my mood and the situation -- usually limited to when people show lack of consideration for others).
16. I eventually want kids. (I would consider adoption if I was mature enough and financially stable, but I'd want the children to be *at least* seven years old).
17. I loved the backstreet boys. (No, but I actually like a lot of pop music now...)
18. I have more than a couple horrible memories.
19. I like to watch Degrassi. (What's that?)
20. I am a person. (As far as I know...)
21. My first kiss was unexpected. (And unpleasant>.<)
22. I start school on Jan 4th or 5th. (Not in school right now...)
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate people who are fake. (no, I hate when people ACT fake)
25. I can be mean when I want to. (Sometimes, yes)
26. My dreams are bizzare.
27. I am bisexual. (Vaguely... but I also believe most people are to some degree).
28. I have way too many pairs of shoes.
29. I've seen She's all That at least 50 times. (Umm... no. I've never seen it. But Rachel Leigh Cook is very pretty^.^)
30. I dress on how I feel that day.
31. I love/loved Charmed. (I like some of the elements, but some of the banter gets on my nerves...)
32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason. (There's always a reason).
33. I hate when people are ridiculously late
34. I procrastinate. (Sometimes, but mostly if it involves human contact).
35. Winter is my favorite season. (I like all the seasons, but spring is my favorite).
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I love to sleep. (If I'm not plagued by nightmares...)
38. I wish I was smarter.
39. I am the hottest bachelorette.
40. I have a lot of drama.
41. No one knows the full story of my life.
42. I love my hair.
43. I sometimes fight with my parents.
44. I love the beach. (Except when sand gets in my shoes>.<)
45. I have had the chicken pox.
46. I am excited about the future.
47. I can't control my emotions.
48. I cant wait until New Year's Eve.
49. I love to make fun of MTV reality shows.
50. I love my friends.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
52. I can be very insecure sometimes. (Most of the time...)
54. I hate ignorant people. (again, no, I hate ignorance)
55. I love my laptop. (no, it breaks down all the time-_-')
56. I like guys that play the guitar.
57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a happy person. (When I'm not depressed I think I am happier than most people).
59. I love to dance.
60. I love to sing.
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous very easily.
63. I like to play video games. (I'm very picky, though)
64. I love John Mayer. (NO!)
65. I hate when I see people/animals being abused. (It takes me a veeery long time to recover, if ever).
66. I don’t eat meat. (I tried it when I was 11 years old; it didn't work out).
67. I don’t like studying for quizzes or tests.
68. I loved playdoh.
69. I am too forgiving. (I don't believe such a thing is possible; I believe that one can be too willing to put up with abuse, which is something entirely different to me).
70. I have a good sense of direction. (NO!)
71. I love high school. (I'm not in high school and I had to be homeschooled/tutored my last two years because I couldn't handle the overstimulation; I also developed stomach ulcers from the stress).
72. I have a talent of sweet talking my way out of things.
73. I don't drink enough to get drunk. (I don't really drink... but I was somewhat drunk the first time I drank because I forgot I was on tons of medication-_-' It was actually fun. I didn't throw up, though).
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
75. I love the color blue.
76. I don't sew.
77. I am not addicted to drugs.
78. I love the Olsen twins. (I think they're pretty... though, Mary-Kate was too skinny)
79. I'm gonna try out for the softball team. (Maybe if I was on hallucinogenics O.o)
80. I become stressed easily.
81. I like comfy sweatpants.
82. Bam Margera is cool.
83. I love the smell of fresh laundry.
84. I hate having to say goodbye (Even to people I don't like or who are mean-_-')

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