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I always like to plan things. If I can't plan things or don't have control over a situation where I'm out of the house, I freak out. I feel out of control, have bad anxiety, don't eat, and don't have a good time. If I'm with someone I really trust who knows me well who is also dependable, I usually don't need to plan as much. I trust that if I get in an overloaded situation that they can help me. Even if things don't go as I planned, which usually bothers me but occasionally doesn't if it's a good/neutral surprise, I need to plan things out anyways. I wish I were more spontaneous and I hope I become more laidback with age, but so far I prefer having plans.
I always like to plan things. If I can't plan things or don't have control over a situation where I'm out of the house, I freak out. I feel out of control, have bad anxiety, don't eat, and don't have a good time. If I'm with someone I really trust who knows me well who is also dependable, I usually don't need to plan as much. I trust that if I get in an overloaded situation that they can help me. Even if things don't go as I planned, which usually bothers me but occasionally doesn't if it's a good/neutral surprise, I need to plan things out anyways. I wish I were more spontaneous and I hope I become more laidback with age, but so far I prefer having plans.
