Happiness is Here!

[unico_love]

I wish I weren't so sensitive and obsessive. Those things bring me down so much from my natural happiness. When I'm not drowning in despair, I am unusual happy and excited about life. I'm not bipolar but I was misdiagnosed as such multiple times. I have some not so pleasant interpersonal stuff lingering, but there are great things too! The sun is out more and flowers are in bloom. I get along really well with my mother and have many friends, even if I don't get to see most of them too often. I'm reading the most enthralling books with characters I can actually relate to. I have forgiveness and I can give forgiveness. When I'm happy, I want everyone to be happy! There is no reason for me to waste these feelings, let them die in exchange for torment. I am going to write an uplifting poem today, most definitely.

I'm listening to the Coors' song "Breathless" on repeat, and that only helps my euphoric state:

"And if there's no tomorrow
And all we have is here and now
I'm happy just to have you
You're all the love I need somehow

It's like a dream
Although I'm not asleep
I never want to wake up
Don't lose it
Don't leave it"

How can someone feeling this not be happy? My cats keep me company when I'm alone, and I'm never truly alone, despite what I sometimes feel. This song encapsulates this moment for me. I also believe the lead singer (Andrea Corr?) is the same height as me ♥