Lots of Packages Today

I keep getting lots of packages. I've bought too much and have to be very selective the rest of the month. I bought Mario Kart DS because it was on a major sale on amazon.com and I love those games. I also got my Sweet Lolita dress in the mail and it actually fits! I think the measurements listed on the site are the maximum measurements. It's not even really long on me, even though I'm really short. It's a bit cold today, so we will probably stay indoors. I'd like to write, read, play Mario Kart, and watch Hime-chan's Ribbon. Maybe also another episode of Jim Henson's The Storyteller. I'm a bit nervous about money, but I think I can make it the rest of the month with spending little and my expenses will mainly be from gynecological stuff (and some Evo cat food once the cat food runs low, and possibly litter).

Happiness and Beauty are Everywhere

I just read a blog post by "ballastexistenz" and I very much agree with her on happiness, though I am sure I have my own beliefs that branch off. I at least believe, as she said, that the world is filled with happiness and beauty in even the littlest things, we just forget or overlook them. Happiness can be a natural state of being. When we look at things with the right outlook we appreciate the good in the world and can love the world and what's in our lives, even if we face a lot of difficulties. When I'm in a good mood I'm usually in a very good mood and find everything amazing and wonderful. Little things make me very happy and ecstatic. I have to not let myself get pulled down into blackholes where I mentally repeat bad things that happen and live in the past or in fear of reliving the past. I have a great life with many great people and things in it. I just have to be careful and live my life how is best for me.