365 Day Meme: Day 10: what you think when you hear the words “be yourself”

I feel confusion. I have never tried to be someone other than myself and I'm usually not aware of how I can be more myself. Sometimes I force myself to communicate in semi-unnatural ways, though, to more accurately get "myself" across in ways other people can understand. For instance, if I'd usually look blank, I may force myself to smile and try small talk to show that I do like the person and desire to interact with them. It's easier after I've known someone awhile. Also sometimes I would be depressed or sad, but didn't want to bring anyone down, so I would hide my more negative emotions. I'm more open about negative emotions now, though. I also try to be upfront about my difficulties and negative qualities to not "trick" someone into thinking I'm a nicer or better person than I am. Sometimes people don't take me seriously about those things and then still feel that I tricked them when I act in a more hostile way:P

( 365 Day Meme )