A Bit less Anxious

I was still anxious waking up -- I think still upset over what happened yesterday (at least that's what I hope it was, as I don't want my free-floating anxiety to be that severe). I took 2 Klonopin which seems to have helped a lot. I wrote a long email to Tim, explaining some things about me, and I'm finishing reading The Dark Tower. I finished the underpainting of my new painting last night and I will outline the daffodils and other things today. I'm not sure if I will get to filling in the painting or not... I will definitely start writing a short story, I think. And write my daily poem. I'm feeling in a more upbeat mood and I feel like things may turn out all right. I'm also spending more time on Facebook since Amber is around there. I will probably be seeing my friends April and Phil tomorrow.

Better Mood:-)

I'm in a much happier mood now, though Bunny refuses to get off my lap so I can eat and then paint. I will work more on my writing later. I also want to do that "1001 Things in 101 Days" meme. I love setting goals. I'm spending the day alone, but I feel okay about it. Amber emailed me, which was a pleasant surprise. I'm glad to know I can contact her via Facebook now if I ever need to. And Tim sounds very happy and Michael is over yesterday's problems. I may put on a dvd in the background and work on the greenery of my painting. I just feel bad about making Bunny move:( Mrs. Bates is staring at her angrily.

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5 Gratitudes+5

1. Klonopin helping me get out of my morning severe anxiety (leftover from yesterday)
2. Receiving a happy "thank you" email from Tim since he and Amber received my package
3. Getting a regular email from Amber and her having read my most recent emails
4. Finally finished reading The Dark Tower series
5. Watching Kiki's Delivery Service
6. Reading the beginning of Kingdom Keepers by Ridley Pearson (about Disney World!)
7. Making up a long-term list of Goals (101 Things in 1,001 Days)
8. Having a piece of pizza
9. Painting some leaves
10. Starting to write a new short story