Eating too Much

I just went grocery shopping, but tried not to buy too much, as I have a tendency to overeat now. I will sit and eat a box of cookies or scalloped potatoes or a whole container of ice cream. I'm lucky my metabolism isn't worse. I take a stimulant in the morning that curbs my appetite, but later in the evening it has worn off. I felt sick to my stomach last night because I had an extra bowl of oatmeal. I have trouble still recognizing signals of being hungry or full.

I'm going to read and do some painting and write a poem. Maybe I will even have time to play more of Mario Kart for my Nintendo DS. It's a game I can actually play without failing right away. I am also going to go write my emails really quickly.

Gynecologist Issues

My mother wants me to switch gynecologists because she thinks the one I was recommended is too far away. I like this gynecologist so I'm hoping to avoid that. Also I would be in the middle of getting diagnosed and getting treatment and a new doctor might want a different approach or disagree with this doctor. What I hope is that in my surgery they find endometriosis and can remove some of it and my pain is alleviated. But if it isn't, I will probably start treatments of Lupron. I would really rather not go on Lupron, but I'm willing to try it. I would only be on it a maximum of six months. I don't think I'd have to see the gynecologist that often, so I'm hoping I can stay with this gynecologist until my Lupron treatments are up, if I indeed get them.

5 Gratitudes

1. Having another maple cream egg
2. Playing Mario Kart DS
3. Mailing a package out of the country all by myself
4. Sailor Moon for comfort
5. Having great people to email