Pretty Good Day

I finished Widdershins and it was good. As with a lot of books, I felt I gained greater insight into people. I could relate to a lot of what was being said/a lot of ways problems were addressed. My situations are different, but I still feel like this book (and many others) help me straighten out my thinking processes. I'm not too depressed or anxious and I hope this carries over when I go back home. Presumably that will be tomorrow. My brother keeps contacting me asking me for money. It's not going to happen! My computer is up and waiting for the hard drive to be copied. Michael will probably have to leave again next weekend to see his grandmother and if he does leave I will use that time to copy my poems onto the computer.

Agitation

My mind is not focusing today. I feel in a pretty good mood, but I'm agitated. I keep switching activities and just wandering online. I'm going to try and sketch soon so I feel like I've done something productive today (and I want to write another poem since I'm not satisfied with the one from earlier today). I would like to watch Petrified Forest tonight from netflix so I can return it. Michael is taking a nap so maybe I can watch it soon since he didn't seem especially interested in seeing it. I did take Klonopin today because I started thinking Bad Thoughts, which I am not yet equipped to deal with, and Klonopin does tend to make me more active... Maybe that's part of why I'm so chaotic right now. I'm going to eat dinner (more granola) and then try and get to work on something.

5 Gratitudes

1. Seeing The Petrified Forest, finally, with Michael
2. Playing Sailor Moon solitaire
3. Hearing from Amber
4. Finding out my copy of Blueberry Girl by Neil Gaiman has shipped
5. Finishing Widdershins