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I had a major meltdown today over finances. I already spent too much this month (especially on gifts) and then the computer problems happened. And the news kept getting worse and worse. The latest is that my processor is bad and that's what destroyed my mother board and it's just as cheap to get a new and better motherboard with a new processor as to get a new processor by itself with my "new" yet old motherboard. $130 on top of the money I already wasted buying a motherboard and an adaptor, so more like $200. I freaked out. We went to the store so I could buy a thumb drive and I was acting really bratty and stubborn. I started hitting my head in public, additionally.
Later on I apologized to my mother and she told me she was giving me "a very good birthday" by paying for all my computer stuff! I offered to chip in and she said she'd see what the final cost will be. I'm still uptight but this greatly relieves me. I keep trying to save money and problems keep happening.
Later on I apologized to my mother and she told me she was giving me "a very good birthday" by paying for all my computer stuff! I offered to chip in and she said she'd see what the final cost will be. I'm still uptight but this greatly relieves me. I keep trying to save money and problems keep happening.
