Chaos

My brain is scrambled right now because I have a lot to do. My normal-ish daily routine was thrown off because I decided to go boating. My swimsuit doesn't fit, and I suppose I should gain weight, but that's really hard to do with my stomach problems and weird metabolism. I'm not going to buy a new swimsuit when I rarely swim though. I had fun, then started obsessing over specific memories which should have been fairly neutral, but next to each other they appear more meaningful. That was resolved, but I've been chaotic and overwhelmed, trying to get as much done as possible since getting back home. I have a lot to do tomorrow, so I hope I make progress.

I guess I'm going to try to eat now...