Darn it!X_X Weightloss

I lost weight:( I'm blaming Effexor. Even though I ate *a lot* yesterday, I ate today, I am at the point in my birth control pill cycle where I should probably weigh the most (and I think I look heavier), and I weighed myself with my hair soaking wet in a sweater and baggy jeans, the scale still says I lost weight-_-' Not *much,* but considering that all factors should be pointing to a heavier weigh-in, even if it wasn't due to body fat, I do not take that as a good sign. I am probably overreacting. I weighed 84.5 lbs. That's only 1/2 lb difference from before.

My mother says she might start up a reward system where I get to buy things if I ingest a certain amount of food/calories daily. I love possessions, but I can't really afford to buy anything now, considering I do not have a job and if/when I do start getting SSI it will be going toward rent. I am so clueless about my body... I thought I must have gained about 5 lbs, at least:/ At least my appetite is back due to the fact that I have now (permanently) gone off Effexor. I'm going to go eat something now... I've been eating a lot of pasta because I love it and I always heard that people tend to gain weight if they eat a lot of it.