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Today is a good day. Nothing out of the ordinary has happened, but my anxiety and obsessions are under control and I am happy. I had to buy a couple necessities today, but I'm not worrying about money. I'm watching The Emperor's New Groove which I only recently realized I had not seen before. I will probably play it again tonight before returning it to netflix tomorrow. I haven't been paying close attention because I'm eagerly awaiting a book being delivered from UPS:P I'm going to write a poem, read, paint the sky of my painting, and eventually do stretches and yoga. I really have to work on the mental aspects of yoga... I have never been into meditation other than guided visualizations. I'm not good at emptying my mind. However, it seems like so many people learn to calm their mind through yoga and/or meditation and I want more control over my mind. I feel at peace and content with my life.
Hopefully I will get an opportunity to spend time with April soon and Michael will be returning soon (tomorrow or the following day). I need to clean the house up a bit, which isn't fun, but it will be nice when it's done. I'm talking to Maria a lot on msn and the company is nice and she's a great person. I hope I can find her something nice at the Ginza festival this weekend. I'm not obsessing over food or my weight right now and I'm feeling better about my abdomen right now because I'm less bloated today. I feel like I actually look pretty today... I think I'm going to keep my hair long for quite awhile because I think I look best with long hair. I intend to keep growing it out indefinitely, though I might get some shorter layers added in the front again eventually. Sometimes I contemplate getting bangs again, but I'm not sure if I'd look good with bangs. I didn't like myself with the very heavy bangs I had until age 18.
I hope I continue to feel this well.
Hopefully I will get an opportunity to spend time with April soon and Michael will be returning soon (tomorrow or the following day). I need to clean the house up a bit, which isn't fun, but it will be nice when it's done. I'm talking to Maria a lot on msn and the company is nice and she's a great person. I hope I can find her something nice at the Ginza festival this weekend. I'm not obsessing over food or my weight right now and I'm feeling better about my abdomen right now because I'm less bloated today. I feel like I actually look pretty today... I think I'm going to keep my hair long for quite awhile because I think I look best with long hair. I intend to keep growing it out indefinitely, though I might get some shorter layers added in the front again eventually. Sometimes I contemplate getting bangs again, but I'm not sure if I'd look good with bangs. I didn't like myself with the very heavy bangs I had until age 18.
I hope I continue to feel this well.
