unico_love | Medication Change and the Japanese Market

Well I started taking Geodon last night, instead of Zyprexa. We'll see what happens... Hopefully if my bipolar gets bad I will be able to keep in mind things are factually fine, it's only my bipolar acting up. I've been able to keep myself somewhat sane on antidepressants by telling myself it was the medication making me crazy (which is true). Today Michael and I went to the Japanese market and I had a sandwich and we shared a slice of really good chocolate cake. It's pretty hot today... At least it was in the car. I'm calmed down from last night, but still mad at my psychiatrist (he's gone for two weeks, so I really hope I keep myself together on Geodon until he returns -- I had no idea he was going and I'm mad he didn't just give me a new prescription last week, if he knew he'd be absent). I'm going to watch Shutter Island and read. I'm doing the laundry now, too.