::hugs:: That really is a awful hospital. It seems they haven't changed since what I had heard about 8 years ago. It really should be shut down. Being on your own may be different and difficult at first, but you will get the hang of it. And I will come visit ad often as I can. You don't deserve the abuse of whack-job doctors or that a*sh*l* brother of yours. I am just glad you are out and doing better.