2007-05-07

unico_love: (waterhouse crystal ball)
2007-05-07 11:35 am

I Took Klonopin Again Last Night

I had been feeling anxious and panicky, though in a quiet sort of way, but I think it was making me nauseated. I have overall been doing better, but I still get these random flahses and emotional outbursts (though I am a naturally emotional/emotionally expressive person to begin with, usually). Sometimes when I am anxious and overwhelmed, though, it's like expression would require more energy than I have at the time, because I'm getting weak from the intensity of panic. Klonopin did help with my stomach, but instead of calming me, it made me simply expel all my panic and emotions outward and I didn't really feel any better for it (though it did exhaust me sufficiently physically to sleep). I get super verbal on it. I don't even know what I'm saying/writing half the time. I just keep having bad experiences with it, though, so I'm wondering if I should stop taking it entirely. Maybe I can try xanax; I was made to take it before for a little while to sleep and nothing bad happened. I'll have to see. I have a headache now. I just hate the day after I take klonopin. I swear I now start feeling like I have a hangover when I take it.